Fear is a natural emotion and an instinct that can keep you safe. One thing you need to recognize though is that in order to grow you have to get out of your comfort zone! Realize that it’s okay to fall down but you never know when you’ll start to fly!
Everything begins at some sort of end. It’s part of the circle of life. Everything must come to an end, which allows for a beginning to start. My advice is to release the need to control others. You cannot control any one besides yourself, and how you act. It’s unproductive to try to force something happen. Communication is very important in all relationships but you cannot make someone communicate with you. You just have to let them do what wish to do, because they will do it anyway. Take this as a chance to make peace with yourself. Everything is about to change. So just go with the flow and let life happen the way it is supposed to happen. Your life is full of lessons that you are going to learn, take every experience as a chance to learn. Reflect on what has happened in your life and make changes among yourself if you see them fit. Miracles do occur every day.