growing

I debated on titling this blog post growing pains, because that’s the phrase that is most often associated with growing. But I have realized growing does not have to be difficult. Growing is often difficult because, we as humans, have decided that we know what’s best for us. We do not allow ourselves to experience all of what our journey entails, because it “was not part of the plan”, even though everything that happens, is happening for a reason. At this point in my life, I’ve decided to let go of controlling things and to just feel. Feel each moment and make decisions based off the moment. No expectations; I only expect that all that needs to be manifested will be. Letting go has been a long process. I’ve been talking about releasing and letting go since I started my blog in August of 2014. After trying so long to control everything, I said it’s enough. And for my first time in my life, I actually really feel at ease. I’m not forcing anything, I have no stress and I’m just enjoying each moment. And I’m so happy I could cry tears of joy. So I pray, that all of you make it to this space and even further from this space, because I cannot wait to see where this journey takes me.